Freestyle - 5/7/09

What do you do when you dig someone?
But they don’t want you like you want them?
Now here’s a situation that I can’t run from
Cause that’s a situation that I did come from
Last time I played cool as ice and I let it slide
Gambled with my heart, and I let it ride
Feelin’ Feisty now, I don’t wanna let it die
If yot the game wrong you gon’ do it till you get it right
They say life’s a bitch, and love bites hard
Never trusted fate, I leave my faith in God
If I’ve been fucked over, can’t tell it you my squad
Cause I’m half the reason that my heart is scarred
Had a good woman, wasn’t ready for the charge
I gambled with her heart and she pulled my card
So I know about love, but only cause I’ve been there
I’d learned at a young age that love ain’t never been fair
So while yo head’s in the clouds, breathing in that thin air
Thinking love is yours, but you’re just paying rent there
So I’m not tryna be a gangsta, don’t wanna be a G
Truth be told it’s hard enough being me
Working in a job that could give a damn about me
More than half my life rhymin’, and haters still doubt me
But I ain’t salty, cause I did so too
But they never knew what I did go through
Take me as weak when there’s a beast inside my rib cage
Got enough for four days to keep my d*ck straight
Why your groupies got your head gassed off that mid grade
I’m sipping premium listening to mix tapes
Like damn Lee, they must not know
Make me wonder, God, how hard, must I go?
So this is just a quick view inside my mess
The prob with my position is I know I’m blessed
But I got sidetracked, so I digress
Back to this girl who has my attention
And has ya boy open like HVAC ventin’
Matter fact, I won’t finish this sentence
Or my thought, you musta caught me trippin’